Today our girl has been in heaven as many days as she was on the earth.
Tomorrow she will have been gone longer than she was here.
I don't even know what to do with that, but there it is.
In August of 2009 God changed our lives by giving us a beautiful little girl. Lydia was born with Zellweger Syndrome. Lydia went to be with Jesus in April of 2010. This is the story of her life and death, and of our journey through grief in search of healing.
My girls only got 6 days and 13 days and I have askd God many times what kind of a life is that? All days count right? Life is sacred? But it seemed so pointless...they couldn't even breathe, they suffered, and then they died. But at least they were mine and I felt their cheek on my cheek while it was still warm and they heard my voice before they left for heaven. I don't know what you should do with any of it...I still don't know what to do with it all myself. But I am praying for you and I know how you feel.
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